The journey called LIFE

Life is a journey, a unique and personal experience. It's a fusion of flavors, emotions, memories, feelings, frustrations, dreams, hopes and aspirations caught up in time, space, energy, life, death, rebirth. Have you ever asked yourself this question? What is my purpose in life? What is my mission? Do I have one? Or am I just like a dead leaf floating on air. In as much as I try to be poetic about my writing, I cringe and self mutilate at the thought of myself creating an effort by being anything substantial or relevant. I often shoot myself in the foot by attempting to put some order to things that I 'think" have power over. Then a sense of foreboding enters my subconscious kicking myself in the brain with harsh words that cut deep. And as I feel the blood oozing out of the deep self inflicted cuts that I give myself. I often wonder at the capacity of flavors and sentiments that one can embrace. Often wondered at the resiliency of a woman to handle such pain as childbirth. Amazed by the flashing of worm holes that open and close revealing tiny bits of memory from a previous life. The choices that we make to reach a certain goal then what?! I, you, we, they, our, them, who again? Are expected to conform to some semblance of measurement for sanity's sake. What if I don't measure up to anything, am I supposed to? Choices, choices what if I don't want to?! A God overseeing everything? A higher sentient being that created everyone? Is this supposedly a pre-programmed app in every soul that whenever afflicted by a virus all we have to do is to reset it to it's "factory settings"? How convenient! Like everyone else, I struggle, I flourish, I fail, I succeed, I dream, I aspire, I inspire and when the need arises, I too can reboot. But my journey is my own....

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